working hard or hardly working???

It must be nice for hubby to have a job that requires him to work hard part of the time ... depending on the demand for apartments to be fixed. In the periods of no work, he can come home and play the xbox or whatever video game has his attention, go to stores, watch movies, get laid, badger me. And the top of this all is he still gets paid ....

NICE!!! for him that is ....

I want a job, I want to work, I do not want to be home anymore staring at the walls. Anyway, the place that I thought I had a job for has not called me back. There was to be some sort of kick off today and I have not received a call back as to attend or not. Sooo, I called them yesterday, they are still waiting on background checks from the county. Well, school starts in a week and a 1/2 and I need to find some sort of work. I am looking in to a van driver position for a daycare ... well I did not get my cdl to drive buses for nothing ...

Also I am starting to get my 45 hour certification to work in day care .... that is my other alternative.

I just want to work ....

Back to hubby's job, so he is in and out all the time for tools... there is not real "break" from him unless I drive of into the wild blue yonder some where. I am criticized by him if I am online looking for a job or relaxing a bit. I clean the house (only for him to mess it again - ie area by tv - games stacked neatly under the stand - he tears it about hooking up stuff or looking for something never to replace the games). I do laundry only for him to toss it around ... there are things that I do that he comes in - then in less then no time the place is a wreck again.

But I shall not have that agreement with him again ... it is pointless.

So his lack of common sense ... today he invites this guy into the apartment today, this guy is going to help us lay carpet down in the apartment on Saturday. So anyhow, I am at my computer in my pjs (a xlarge shirt- thats it) working on the start of the certification that I need to work in a daycare, and he has this guy come in. At least give a person a heads up :(

But again ... off to do laundry... so I don't have to hid blog from hubby that is in and out all day - sometimes I have to wonder if he really works at all some days ...lol!